What are you looking for?

So finally here it is: my first script that I published on here throughout the whole July. So here you can download the whole script as PDF and read it in one, or read it again.

This is all pure fiction. And as it can't be used for the show itself, I really hope it doesn't cause any trouble. If anyone of the show itself, what I doubt but I wanna clearify that, would read it and there would be any problem, just write me and I'll put it down. I really don't wanna get in trouble with anyone of these brilliant and creative minds, who inspired me a lot thus far and are still doing that. The show brought me back to what I mostly loved, the writing. I paused it for a while, but it needed the show to let me realize what it was that I missed all the time.

The story also has the physics stuff, and the Star Trek like the show itself. But it's not about the characters, it's about the actors themselves and what they could do, or what could have happened to them during a break after season five. But as I said it's pure fiction - so of course I know this won't happen like that. As I don't know any of these guys in person, I don't know if they would really behave like that. And some things might sound weird at the beginning, or are overstated, but it's all nicely meant.

I really hope you enjoy reading it, and as English is not my mother tongue, I would be really glad if you tell me when you don't understand any sentences, when I used a word wrong, wrote it wrong or I used some wrong grammar. I would be also very happy if you tell me what you like and what not, e.g. about how it's written.

And if you wanna publish it somewhere, or wanna know more about my work, please write me. Thanks.

So here it is, as a free download. Please don't edit or change anything, it's for reading only! Enjoy it ;)

 PDF-File What are you looking for? - written by Sanny Spear, June 2012

What are you looking for? -Part 22

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Kaley, jumps up in the air with Melissa: We did it. We can see again.

The others also seems relieved.

Bill: Successfully landed. Mission accomplished.

Jim: What happened? Why are the girls screaming?

Kaley and Melissa stopped, run towards Jim and hug him. Jim’s confused.

Kaley: You are back. What has the girl done to you? Are you alright?

Jim, ponders: What girl? What are you talking about?

Kaley: The girl that changed our set to look like Star Trek. You were there and formed a big ball with her which caused a light. After that we were here and you were missing.

Jim: I was in the other room, all the time. Reading my kindle. This is such a good story, was totally caught in that crime Christie wrote. It’s such a page-turner. Wish I could write like that.

He shakes his head and frees himself from Kaley’s and Melissa’s hug.

Melissa: You were here all the time? The girl hasn’t done anything to you?

Jim: I don’t know which girl you mean.

Johnny: Wait. You haven’t heard anything? Not the singing, nothing?

Jim: I was reading. What’s up with you guys?

Mayim: I guess it’s not what it looked like. Maybe the Jim we saw who did this with the girl was only a projection. And so was the girl. Like she told us – she wasn’t physically here and everything is not what it looks like. This is the only way she could come in here and flying in the air and doing all the stuff she did.

Kaley: But we saw her. We all saw her.

Jim, looks at her: I didn’t.

Kaley to him: Yeah, you are someone special, sweetie, we all know that.

Jim smiles.

Johnny: I don’t know how she did that and maybe that’s not the point. It’s that we found out the sentence of truth: nothing is ever what it looks like. Some things which are there can’t be seen by us, but sometimes we can see things which aren’t actually existing.

Simon: So we weren’t looking for Jim, and we weren’t looking for coming back to our set, we were looking for the main sentence of the fith season. And that is the key to the sixth.

Bill looks again at his candlestick, which everyone can see as candlestick now. He holds it in his right hand, still standing behin the couch.

Bill: Imagination keeps us alive. As long as I still see my laser sword, I know I am still alive. Imagination is to be able to see things that others can’t, and that is important to survive in this world.

He holds the stick like a sword with both hands, and walks out of the room. Everyone looks at him.

Jim, ponders: What happened to him?

Kaley, claps on his shoulder: This is not what it looks like.

The End  

What are you looking for? -Part 21

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Kaley: Yay, we all have our keys. So what’s next? Where’s Jim?

She looks around like everyone, except Bill who is still controling the Enterprise from the couch.

Bill: Ready for landing? Mission’s almost accomplished. Need to go back to normal, need to leave the Enterprise.

Kaley: I like the back to normal and leaving that here. I mean I know we are still on our set but why can’t I still see the things the way they are?

Mayim: Maybe we should find a door.

Johnny wonders: What door?

Mayim: I don’t know. But what do you open with a key?

Melissa: Maybe we have to use all six keys to open sixth season?

Kaley: The door to sixth season? And where is that door?

Bill: Right in front of you. As we all live in our own imagination, we can’t trust our eyes. Everything we see is created in our brain. Everyone focus on other things, and two people see the same but don’t. That’s why nothing is ever what it looks like.

Kaley: What is he talking about?

Kunal: I am not so sure.

Bill: Life is like a computer game, we have the control panel of our own charater in our own game called life. We never play that game alone. We need people to realize our dreams. Believing in them and working hard to make them come true. With their help we can manage all obstacles in life.

Kaley: I still don’t get it.

Johnny: He is refering to everything on fifth season. All the things we figured out.

Kaley: So he was listening? Thought he’s miles away.

Bill, pointed to Kaley: See, this is what it looked like to you. But it’s not what it actually looks like. I am always here, even when you think I am miles away. And so we are all on our set, though it looks like we are somewhere else. Everything can occur to us, change us. And everything is needed to let us grow and continue our game. So let’s finally land and accomplish our mission.

He looks at the couch again which still looks like a control panel.

Kaley: I am not sure, if he is really awake like he said. Or if he wants to look like that because it doesn’t look like that at all. Oh my God, this confuses me.

She rests her right elbow on the kitchen table and holds her head with her right hand on that.

Melissa: We should put our keys together. With everything we learned we can open the next chapter to learn more. More about life, more about relationship, maybe more about physics, too. We’re gonna have definitely more fun.

Leonard: Okay, let’s try this. Come on guys. We make a circle.

Kunal: The circle of life. I love the Lion King.

He smiles while he’s walking in the middle of the room, meeting the other guys and forming a circle.

Simon: Oh come on, dude. You’re not Raj now.

Kunal: What is that supposed to mean? The Lion King is a beautiful movie about life, but also very sad.

Simon: It’s for kids. You’re grown up.

Kunal: It’s not for kids. Some things are for kids AND adults. Also the musical is so great, and not only kids watch this.

Melissa: Stop with that, guys. Let’s try this and focus that we want to see things again the way they are.

They put their keys together, holding it high in the air, in the middle of the circle. Big flash light crosses them, and after the light is gone, everything looks like Sheldon and Leonard’s apartement again.

What are you looking for? -Part 20

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Kaley: Your turn, girl.

Mayim: I know, I know. Okay let me think what we already got.

She frees herself from Kaley’s arm and walks through the room.

Mayim: Do not only believe your eyes. Life is like a computer game. Believe in your dreams. No one is ever really alone. Do everything to make your dreams come true. What is missing? There is still nothing about Sheldon and Amy. About relationships. This is so important. In this season more than in the ones before.

Kaley: Relationships and love has always been a part of the show.

Kaley thinks, turns her head and looks into the air.

Johnny: But only Penny and Leonard’s relationship. These up’s and down’s and on’s and off’s.

Kunal: He’s right. It was all about Penny and Leonard. Now it is also about Amy and Sheldon and Howard and Bernadette.

Mayim: So it’s supposed to be something about that. What have all the three couples in common?

Kaley: Being together with a geek can cause many trouble. Trouble that most relationships don’t have to deal with, like buying toys because you know the boys like it but then they won’t use it what is was made for.

Mayim: Or a boyfriend who wants to make a video game’s night instead of accompaning his girlfriend to a birthday party of one of her relatives.

Kaley: Or who loves to play with trains instead of going to a wedding.

Mayim: It’s not easy. Neither for Penny and Leonard nor for Bernadette and Howard. At least the last couple had their final ending. One of which Amy is dreaming to have it with Sheldon.

Kunal: All beautiful relationships. And love stories. Every couple is special on its own and has its unique and individual problems.

Mayim: I guess the most important part in a relationship is to overcome all the obstacles that will appear. They challenge a relationship, make it special. Otherwise there wouldn’t be a beautiful love story, everything would be boring.

The sparkling light with the key shines in front of Mayim, who is totally happy that she also gets her key.

What are you looking for? -Part 19

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Mayim, lays her arm over his shoulder: The relationship between Amy and Sheldon isn’t also that what most people would have expect. For some it might not even be a real relationship. I think according to this, there are so many possibilities for being happy, there shouldn’t be only one definition.

Kunal nods: You are all right. Raj isn’t alone. He never was and never will be, because of his friends and family. They care and wanna help him, and he will find the right partner at the right place and time.

Sparkling light comes down in front of Kunal.

Kunal jumbs up in the air, grabs for it and dances like in a Bollywood movie.

Kunal: Got my key, got my key.

Simon holds his right hand in front of his eyes, and shakes his head.

Simon: I can’t look at this. He can be more embarrassing than Raj.

Kaley, looks at Kunal, laughing: I like Bollywood movies, especially the dances, the dresses of the girls and the pure romantic.

Johnny, who finally sits down on his desk chair: This looks like a dream life. So colorful and romantic people everywhere.

Bill: But some dreams can come true. Look at this.

He tries to imitate a fight with his laser sword.

Bill: No one can win against me. I have the sword and now I will control his ship.

He walks to the control panel of the Enterprise, or what looks like that, but in fact he walks behind the couch. Everyone looks at him.

Kaley: He totally lives his dream now.

Mayim: He made his dream come true when Leonard Nimoy and Stephan Hawking came to us. I guess this was his hightlight of the fifth season.

Simon: Like Howard, Bill make his dream come true. He worked and tried and never stopped to believe in his dream. Finally, it became reality.

Another sparkling, this time in front of Simon, who happily and smiling grabs at it.

Mayim: Oh damn it. I am the smartest here, but the last one to get the key.

Kunal: Bill also hasn’t gotten his, yet.

Bill: Ready for take-off. 3-2-1.

He pushs some buttons and starts the ‘ship’. He leans back like it would actually start.

Simon: I don’t think he is interested in finding his key.

Johnny: Yeah, he is deep in his dream. Like being caught.

Kaley: Okay, I think we have found the real geek on this.

She stands up and goes into the kitchen, stands between Kunal and Mayim, leaning her right arm on Mayim and the left on Kunal. She looks at Mayim.

What are you looking for? -Part 18

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Kaley: Ahhh, cold milk.

Everyone turn to her who tried to drink the milk but as she still can’t see the bottle, the milk is all over her face.

Kaley, frustrated: I hate that. I wanna see again.

Johnny, smiled: You’re the milk lady.

Kaley focuses him, leans her head towards her left shoulder and throws the bottle at him, but doesn’t hit him.

Kaley puts her hands over her head and leans back into the chair.

Kaley: Oh come on, guys. You are actors, so just act like the super geniuses you play on that show. Solve it as quickly as they would do it, because I really need to see things again the way they are supposed to be.

Johnny: You still have milk on your face, baby girl.

He grinned by saying that, and Kunal and Simon join him.

Mayim, who leans on the kitchen table, is thinking.

Mayim: As I am the only one with a real PhD I guess it’s on me now. Unbelievable that I still haven’t gotten my key. I must miss something. Anything about Sheldon and Amy.

Johnny: I guess everyone has to find his or her special thing that occurred to our characters. At least it fits to Kaley and Melissa, but I’m not so sure about mine.

While Johnny is thinking and tries to find his desk chair to sit down, Simon sits down on the floor and looks like he tries to meditate.

Kunal: What is that supposed to be?

Simon: Maybe this helps when I listen to my voice within. Try to find it, focus on it and then the answer will appear right in front of me.

Simons closes his eyes and begins to meditate.

Bill, still impressed looking at his sword: You know that Dharma’s not on Big Bang?

Simon, opened his eyes: What?

Bill: Dharma would have meditated but I guess this won’t help you here. As I said it has nothing to do with Big Bang.

Kunal bends down to Simon, asking him: What is he talking about?

Simon: Guess Dharma and Greg, the show he did before Big Bang. But I haven’t thought about Dharma. I just try to find a way, to find my sentence, my truth, my key.

Kunal claps Simon on his shoulder, stands upright again and walkes to Mayim in the kitchen.

Kunal: Maybe you are the only one who try to think like that. It’s nothing Howard would do.

Simon: Yeah, the only one who would do stuff like that is Raj.

Kunal: Don’t say anything about bad him. He is the nicest guy on earth and the only one without a girl friend. That’s not fair. He should be happy, too.

Simon: Yeah but it’s hard when he can’t talk to women without being drunk.

Simon stands up from the floor and stands next to Melissa who holds her key tightly with her hands.

Kunal: I think he will soon figure out how to solve his problem and then he won’t be alone anymore.

Melissa: Do you really think he is alone? He has friends and his family to support him.

Kunal: Yeah, parents who think he’s gay. That’s not help.

Melissa: Maybe he finds a man who makes him happy. There’s nothing wrong with that. As long as he is happy. And I think he will find his perfect partner. Girl friend or boy friend.

What are you looking for? -Part 17

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Melissa: I also wanna see such a sparkling light in front of me. I wanna have my key. So what is the next big thing that happened in the fifth season? Oh, I guess a very big thing is the wedding between Howard and Bernadette. I guess the next key is something about that.

Kunal: Oh come on. This is not the next thing, that’s the last thing.

Melissa: The best always comes last. It’s the most important thing that occurred to the guys. But mostly to the most wonderful character on the show.

Melissa looks gushing into the air. Simon sits next to her, looks into the same direction and adds.

Simon: Yeah. Howard’s the best.

Melissa, looking confused at him: No, of course I am talking about Bernadette. She is the awesomeness in person.

Simon, looks at Melissa: She’s cute and the perfect match for Howard, but he is the dude, man.

Melissa: Yeah. He’s wonderful and she’s so proud having him. She changed him, made him a better person. What he said to Penny to apologize for what he did before he met Bernadette was just too sweet.

Kaley: It was the sweetest thing I’ve ever heard and I would have at least expected that from Howard.

Kaley holding the invisible bottle of milk in her hand and walks to Melissa, where she thinks was the table, and sit down next to it, on the also invisble brown chair.

Melissa: People can change. I guess nobody thought about Howard being the first getting married and also the first who got the chance to realize his big dream – flying into space. It’s like believe in your dreams and give them wings to fly.

There is another sparkling coming down the ceiling, right in front of Melissa.

Melissa: My key. I knew it was something about that. It’s too beautiful to be left out.

She stands in front of the table, hugging the key like a teddy bear. Also Simon stands up, holding his arms from his body like being totally shocked.

Simon: Why haven’t I said that? It’s too obvious.

Kunal: I can’t believe that this was the next key. Maybe this all doesn’t have any specific order. It can be everything. We have to think about what had happened.

What are you looking for? -Part 16

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Melissa tries to look for something else, then just falling down the stage.

Kunal runs towards her, but then stops.

Kunal: I don’t wanna fall, and I don’t see where the stage ends. Are you okay, Melissa?

Melissa: I get smaller and smaller. I wanted to climb on the framework again. I wanted to get my overview back.

Simon: You won’t get it back. No one will get it back, we are trapped here.

Kunal: I hear the mouse again.

Simon, annoyed: Would you stop that? I am not a mouse.

Johnny tries to calm them down.

Johnny: Guys, please. Let’s think about what the girl said.

Kunal: Shouldn’t we first help Melissa?

Johnny: I would, if I could.

Melissa: But I can’t, so I shan’t. That was what Sheldon said in the first episode of the fifth season, right?

Melissa climbs onto the stage again, stands and looks at the guys.

Johnny: Right. Maybe we should more think about Sheldon. Maybe this is the way to find Jim.

Simon claps into his hands: Okay everyone, let’s think about what Sheldon said.

Everyone is thinking.

Melissa: Jim would be very useful now. He can remember everything. All the lines.

She sighs and sits on the table in front of the couch, which still can’t be seen by any of them.

Kunal: But he isn’t here. What has she done to him? Where has she brought him to?

Johnny: Let us think about what she said about the computer. She compared the life to it. Instead of zeros and ones, everything is created with atoms. But what does that mean? That our life is like a computer, or a computer game? Does this make any sense?

In front of him a little light shines, comes down and stops at the height of his eyes.

Kaley, happy: You got it. The second key. I am so happy for you.

Johnny grabs the keys, and starts dancing and smiles.

Johnny grinned: I got it. I don’t know anymore what I said, but I got my key.

Kunal: Oh my God, you got a key. We are all proud of you. I don’t want mine, when it changes me, and let me turn into a freak like them.

He sounds sarcastic, wants to sit somewhere but always falls down on the floor and so he stops trying.

Kunal: I don’t care.

What are you looking for? -Part 15

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Kaley: But now it is your turn. I won’t do anything now. It’s all on you.

She makes a curtsey like for a royal, and goes with her key to the place where the kitchen is supposed to be.

Melissa: So for me, what was the key? Why did she get that? Because of what she said?

Simon: I think so. But what has she said which wasn’t already said?

Mayim: This is not what it looks like. The girl said we should think about the fifth season. And we should always come back to the main sentence.

Kunal: The sentence of truth. The only one who thought so much about it was Sheldon. Do you think Jim would know that? Would he understand that all?

He looks at Johnny who thinks about it.

Johnny: Ahmm, I don’t think so. But his help wouldn’t be bad on this. So we really should find him.

Kaley: Ouch. Oh I guess there is the wall. Where exactly is the fridge, Johnny?

She is looking for the fridge but goes against the wall.

Johnny: I don’t know its coordinates, Kaley. Maybe your brilliant mind can calculate that.

Kaley: Are you mad at me because I got the first key?

Johnny, sarcastic: No, I am not.

Johnny, now sounds annoyed: What are the keys for? And how many do we need? Anyone of us needs one key, or five keys because of five seasons? When do we know that we have them all, and how do we use them?

Mayim: Let’s first try to find them all. I guess we will figure it out when we have them all.

Kaley holds somethings in his hands, she looks at it, but nobody can see that she is holding something.

Kaley: I am holding a bottle of milk, but I can’t see it. This is so strange, totally odd. I do never want to become blind. I really wanna see again what’s really existing.

She sounds frustrated, starts to cry, rest herself on the kitchen table. Mayim comes over, and try to comfort her. She lies her arms around her.

Mayim: Do not cry, sweetie. We will find all the keys, and then we’ll be able to see again.

What are you looking for? -Part 14

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Mayim: What is so great on a simple candlestick? Why is it so easy to make Bill happy? Or to let him drift into another world, or where ever we are.

Johnny: Okay it seems like we have to do this without Bill’s help. And with our new super genius.

He looks at Kaley, who only nodds and smiles.

Kaley: Right guys. Penny is not like Sheldon, she allows you to shine. So act like suns. Brighting up everything around us, like Jim did.

Johnny: By the way, where is he? He was gone after he helped the girl, creating whatever it was to dazzle us and let us see this here.

Kunal: We should find him.

Mayim: She said he’s fine, hasn’t she?

Johnny: But do you believe her? After all she did, and said?

Simon: You are the scientist among us: could it be possible what she said?

Mayim: Maybe. I never thought about that. It sounds possible to me. Like in a computer. There is everything made out of zeros and ones, but we see so much more. And everything is made of various atoms, they make the form of every body. But to change the code of something, that the sunlight is reflected differently on it, so it looks differently in our eyes – I never really thought about that.

Kaley sighs, put her head into her hands, and rests her arms on her lap.

Kaley: So this is all not what it looks like. We are not on Star Trek, this is still Big Bang. We are still in the apartment. We don’t have to believe our eyes, we have to see with something else.

A light is sparkling in front of her. Falling down and stopping right in front of her eyes. Kaley grabs for it, holding a key.

Kaley: Oh my God. That’s the first key. I got it. I am so smart.

She jumps off of the couch, smiles all over her face and start to dance and sing.

Kaley: I am the best, I am the smartest, no one is better than I am.

Johnny to Simon and Kunal: Now, she is completely gone.

He looks up in the air, and turns his head away from her. He sounds a bit frustrated. Kaley stops singing and dancing and turns to Kunal, Simon and Johnny.

Kaley: Oh, I’m sorry guys. I wanted let you shine. Maybe this was the Sheldon in me. The proof for you, that I am the smartest. I am holding the first key.

She holds it with both hands and smiles and makes little jumps.

What are you looking for? -Part 13

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Mayim comes next to Melissa, standing in front of the girl: So what is your intention? Why are we here, or why does it look like we are on the bridge of Star Trek?

The girl smiles, passes the girls and go towards Johnny, Kunal and Simon.

Girl: The number five is a special number and the season five was so in-depth. You can find so many things about life, just behind the lines. And is on you to find the keys. They will help you to see the apartment again. Now it’s like you are blind, but you are only blinded because you only believe your eyes. You know exactly how this set looks like and where everything is. Nothing has changed. Just the way it looks to you now. Open your mind.

The girl vanishs. Everyone take a step where she stood, looks around and seems shocked.

Kaley: What kinda keys?

Kunal: You are the smart one, as we now know. Tell us.

Kaley looks at him, anything else than amused about it.

Kaley: But my mind is too brilliant for that easy-peasy thing here. I am acting again, to let you shine. So take your chance.

Simon: Oh come on. You just don’t wanna say that you don’t know it. But back again to the girl. Why has she vanished but everything still looks like Star Trek?

Johnny: Because she never was here.

Kunal: Are we dreaming? Has she poisened us?

Bill swings his sword, walks through the room, tries to imitate its sound.

Bill: Ziou-ziou, chhhhhh. Oh look at me, don’t challenge me. I will win. I am a sword master. No one can win against me. I have the power, the power is with me.

He gazes at it, the others look confused at him.

What are you looking for? -Part 12

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Melissa: So you say, what we see isn’t real? That we are still in the apartment? And that you aren’t here? But why can you talk to us?

The girl smiles, turns to her.

Girl: First good question of today. Seems like someone is listening to me. You are in the apartment, and no I am not here. Why I can talk to you, well, it’s on you to figure that out. I guess you are all smart geniuses.

Kaley: Not me. You have to tell me.

She holds her arms crossed in front of her chest and shakes her head.

Kunal: She is just our ping pong queen. No one is better than her.

Kaley. That’s right. But you don’t have to be smart for that. I mean not that I am stupid, I am just no genius.

Girl: But Penny is an actress, isn’t she? So maybe she is smart enough to act like the stupid blonde, that the brillance of the boys can shine more.

Kaley thinks about that and smiles.

Kaley: You are right. I have never seen it like that. Oh my God, Penny is the real genius on that show. Everyone think it’s Sheldon but it’s Penny. This is not what it looks like – now I understand what you’re saying.

She grins, sits down on the couch again which is still there but can’t be seen. So it looks like she’s sitting in the air.

Kunal rolled his eyes: Why have you said her that? We liked it the way it was.

Simon looks at him irritated: You always saw it like that? Seriously?

Kunal: Of course not. But first you helped her winning ping pong, and now she finds out she is the actual star of the show? Do you really want her to believe that, too? She totally lives in her own dream world.

Simon: Yeah I know what you mean. It’s not good for her. We should bring her down, show her the truth.

Melissa goes to the girl, looking into her eyes, and asking her in a harsh voice: Do you mean I am a big girl? In body size? Because it doesn’t look like that.

Girl: It depends on who looks at you. No size is big or small. At least not for everyone.

What are you looking for? -Part 11

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Mayim goes to Melissa, puts her hands down, and shows her the girl.

Mayim: She is the one you should pay attention on. She is doing weird things with us and all you care about is your height? Wake up, girl.

Melissa: I don’t think that I am dreaming. Though everything in here looks different.

She looks around, turning her head into all directions.

Melissa: What is this? Star Trek?

Bill: It totally looks like that. It’s just that I can’t touch anything.

Girl: Here, what about this.

The girl throws something at him, and then he holds a laser sword in his hands. He gazes at it. Walking and looking at it like a trophy, holding it up in the air.

Bill: Oh my God. I am holding a real laser sword in my hands. Is this even possible? How long have I waited for this? I don’t care if this is only my imagination, I am living my dream.

Kaley goes to the girl, wants to shake her, but falls through her.

Kaley: What are you? Why can’t I touch you? And what have you now done to Bill?

Girl: I am not here, I am physically somewhere else. What you see isn’t real. Also the sword is not real, it’s a simple candlestick. That’s what I wanna tell you all the time. But you aren’t listening.

Johnny: Yeah we got it. This is not what it looks like. But why do we see all the same if everyone sees everything differently, in his own imagination?

Girl: Because I want you to see the same thing. I change the codes, that’s it. You have to find the arrangement of the atoms of something and then find a combination of molecules that overwrites the code. This caused that it reflects the light differently and so it looks differently but it is still the same of course. I can’t change the form of something. But the eyes are easy to manipulate, and that’s all I did.

She walks through the room, away from the guys.

What are you looking for? -Part 10

This is the 10th of 22 parts from my first script named 'What are you looking for?' Please make sure you read the first nine parts before - you find them below that post. Next part will come next Monday.

Girl: Everything in our world has its own code, made out of atoms. As we know from physics, the way the atoms are arranged give every body a form, a shape. It also depends on the temperature around it, which phase of matter it has. Which atoms are combined with each other under which temperature. The sunlight reflects on the atoms, and this light falls into our eyes. Then the brain creates a senseful picture of it. In fact, the reality is our illusion. Nothing in this world is real. Nothing is what it looks like.

Johnny: Oh come on. You wanna say, we all live in an illusion? In our own dream land? That’s ridiculous.

Kaley: Yeah, the real world is real. Otherwise I could wish to have a big castle, lots of horses in a big stable next to my castle, and have my dream prince living with me. But unfortunately it’s not at all like that. I am not living in my dream world.

Girl: Of course you don’t live in your dream world. You can’t decide how the atoms find together, you can’t determine the temperature. But have you asked yourself why Sheldon and Leonard saw the same thing, but didn’t see the same thing?

Kaley: It’s because Sheldon is Sheldon. He has no idea of real life. That’s how he is.

Girl: That’s wrong. It depends on your experience. Penny thought herself she slept with Raj even she didn’t. She saw something, and that’s how it looked like to her, you know. She tried to convince herself that it was not like that, Sheldon believed her because he is honest and can’t lie and he never saw such a situation before. He believed Penny and instead of Leonard, he left the fact out, that Penny slept with Raj because this would be what it looked like.

Johnny: But this was obvious. Every normal person would think like that.

Girl: Because most of us know sitations like this. But like it was back in these scene, it really wasn’t what it looked like, neither to Penny, nor to Leonard. Sheldon was the only one smart enough to think about that one sentence: this is not what it looks like. No one else did, but now, you should do.

She turns to the board, lots of atoms fly out and across the room. Everyone goes down because of them, but Melissa was smiling again.

Melissa: I’m so proud that I am this small again. Doing some sports isn’t bad, but really exhausting.

She folds her hands, looks up into the air, like she’s thanking God.

Simon looks at her, his head turned to her, but speaks to Kunal: Why is she still smiling and happy? Does she know what is happening?

Kunal: I am not sure, but I don’t really think so.

What are you looking for? -Part 9

This is the 9th of 22 parts from my first script named 'What are you looking for?' Please make sure you read the first eight parts before - you find them below that post. Next part will come tomorrow.

Mayim: What did just happen? Where are they?

Simon looks confused: And where are we?

Everyone is looking around.

Bill: It looks like the bridge of Star Trek. But how…?

Melissa sighs: Not even from here I can see everything coming. Better I’ll find a way to go down again. Then I am not so frustrated about not seeing so much. Having an overview without actually having one.

She climbs down the framework which looks like the wall of a space ship now. Bill and the others walk around the bridge. Kaley walks against something, she only feels it but can’t see anything.

Kaley: What is this?

Girl: You are still in the apartment, the same place. Nothing has changed.

Bill: Where does that voice come from? Girl, you are gonna get big trouble.

The girl appears behind Simon and Kunal. She is still calm, sounds friendly and doesn’t seem to care about what the others are saying.

Girl: You know about physics, don’t you? It is like in the computer, everything we see in there are in fact only zeros and ones. Two numbers with which so much more can be created.

Mayim: What do you wanna tell us, huh? How do you dare to simply enter our set, doing whatever you did to Jim and bring us to whereever we are?

Girl: As I said, I haven’t brought you anywhere else. And it’s still not imortant who I am. And Jim is fine. Believe me. I am here to show you the truth, and therefore you need the one sentence of truth.

Kaley: Which sentence of truth? Come to the main thing.

Girl: Look, it is all so simple.

A big board comes down like the curtain from the used-to-be framework of which Melissa climbs off. She and the others look at the big board, seeing various atoms on there.